When I was recuperating from a major surgery about 5 years ago, there weren't a lot of 'good days' on the calendar. There were times when I didn't think I was going to get any better and I felt depressed.
Fortunately, I was blessed with great support from family, friends, doctors and physical therapists, as well as on line forums like this one.
I didn't post here much during that time, but I did read a lot of here, as well as on other forums. It helped to keep my mind off of the pain and worrying about what my future held.
The sad thing was, nobody missed me
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I hope that this is the case with you Pat - not the not being missed part, because you
are missed, but that you're using all the resources available to help your body and mind recover.
We'll be waiting for a progress report from you when you're ready to let us know how you're doing